Monday, November 05, 2007 ++
I found this on my old wallet. I think I wrote it when I was in 3rd-4th year high school. As in nakita ko siya, feel ko ung paper is from my Ako'y Batang Maynila notebook pa. Maybe I was thinking of Mr. P that time. Haha, pero syempre, di kami ganyan noh! I added some things.. Ung red, un ung dinagdag.
Sobrang heartbroken ka ba? Iniwan? Pinaglaruan? Tinwo-time? Huhuhu.. Iyak ka na naman. Then you're starting to believe that this kind of love-bf/gf kind- isn't really for you. In short, you stop believing in love. Ang saklap naman nun. Parang kulang na lang eh kantahin mo na lahat ng break-up songs sa videoke at magpakalunod sa alak. Wag ganun, papanget ka.
And then...bigla na lang siya dumating sa buhay mo. Simpleng kapitbahay, ka-eskwela, kaklase, kapartner sa lab, kabarkada, kasabay pauwi. You often have long meaningful talks. It's like he says the right things at the right time."He's the one", sabi naman ng friends mo. Siya nga ba ang hinihintay mo? Baka naman panakip-butas mo lang siya? Anyway, you began spending more time with him. Napapatawa ka niya.. ngumingiti ka na ulit. Masaya ka kapag kasama mo siya. Nag-aasaran pa nga kayo e. Pati friends mo inaasar na kayo. You keep saying "Wala naman ah, nyek!" Oo nga. Wala naman. Hurt ka noh? Then isang araw, it suddenly hit you, mahal mo ata siya. You got mad at yourself for feeling something like that for your friend. It's like your betraying him, taking advantage of the friendship. Sayang ang friendship. Para ngang lumabas ang angel at devil sa mga balikat mo, at sila ay nag-aaway about your feelings. Iniwasan mo siya. You consciously planned where you're walking to during classes so that there will be lesser chance of you bumping into each other. But there were times that you can't control destiny, you would pass by each other, without you even looking at him, but you know he's looking... watching... waiting...
Ayon na nga, nagkalayo kayo. Yehey ba? You moved on with your life, and the last time you've heard, it looks like he moved on with his life also. But fate has its funny way of sneaking up on you. One day, nagkita kayo- accidentally of course. Nagkayayaan maglunch. Nagkakwentuhan. May girlfriend na daw siya, ikaw din kinwento mo boyfriend mo. Di maiiwasang mabanggit ang pag-iwas mo dati. Kung bakit bigla na lang kayo nagkalayo. Even though you have a boyfriend now, your heart can't help but beat a little faster when you saw him. This is it, sabi mo sa sarili mo. Nag-confess ka naman. He was just listening while you told him what you really felt at that time.
Haha, sori mahaba siya. Sa nagbasa talaga, salamat. Okay lang ba? Pag di niyo sinama un red, ung orig talaga, mas maikli.. hehe.
Napangiti na lang siya.
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